But you’re so hypnotizing You got me...
Never have I ever felt this way. I’ve lost my best feature, in my opinion, which is my smile. I’m going to let myself mope and be a poop face for now. Then imma pick myself right back up, and keep moving forward. People around me go through more crap, and I still see them smiling. I can’t let this hinder me. I’ll get my smile back. :)
I have many flaws. I always looked past them. I didn’t let my flaws get to me. But for whatever reason… I see them more than ever. I see I could not make a good friend or girlfriend. I can’t do stuff that should be done bc I don’t have the courage for fear of being rejected or shot down. I feel like poo. I just failed.
For spring break (or any holiday/long break for that matter), all I wanted was to go on a trip with a bf and escape from everyone and reality. But I have yet to find a bf to complete that bucket list item. :( tis a lonely life. Lol.
Sometimes you have to stop worrying, wondering, and doubting. Have faith that...
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We're not together, but no one else is allowed to...