October 2011
I’ve never been at such a low point in life. Why did I do this to myself? I’ve never had so much negativity around me where it was my own doing. I don’t know what to do. I want to drop everything. I’ve lost everything, and have yet to gain anything. Not yet, at least. I miss the simple life. I wish people would understand what I did and why I did it.
Lynn, please just...
Today is officially the worst day I’ve ever had. EVER!!!!
